When will the madness end? I don’t normally rant or vent my anger and frustration on my blog or social media. I try very hard to be a beacon of love and light in a world that is seemingly going crazy and getting crazier day by day.
Tonight though I don’t want to write from my spiritual self. I don’t want to look at the events in Nice from a higher perspective. I could and in time I know I will but I’m going to honor how I am feeling on the inside because it is all about balance and I’m a spiritual being having a human experience – and my human heart is aching.
I’m going to honor the anger, grief, and sadness, despair and yes the hopelessness. Because if I don’t I’m contributing to a problem that has seeped into the deepest recesses of humanity.
We no longer know how to feel, what to do with feelings that arise such as anger and instead of feeling them and working through them, we project it onto others in the form of physical violence and words that cut wounds deep into another’s soul.
My heart has been breaking today simply because I can’t understand how humans can continue to inflict all of this pain and hurt on each other, on animals and on the planet. As I write this I cry tears of grief and I want to shout out loud “STOP! JUST F*%&ING STOP!!!!!! Stop hurting each other. Stop speaking words of venom. Stop projecting your toxicity onto other people!!!!!
It is not just France, it is happening everywhere and much goes unreported and unnoticed. It starts at the top, with our governments and people in positions of power. It is fed by fear. It is fed by the ego and a need to be right, to control, to hold power over others. It is fed by the inability to turn inward and take responsibility for our own pain and our own unhealed story.
Despair for the millions of families who are mourning innocent loved ones lost due to the hatred and anger projected outwards fills my being. I despair in this moment from my human heart perspective when I contemplate if it will ever end. I despair for the broken hearts that will now wonder how to get through another day.
I know there is a deeper meaning to all this. I know the increased light on the planet from the masses that are waking up is highlighting and flushing to the surface the darkness and pain that needs healing. I know at some point it will end and the world will be a more loving and compassionate place.
Holding my own boys tight tonight I feel deeply grateful to be in my home safe and well. The anger I feel is coming out in my tears, my words and is the fuel with which my passion is galvanised – to be an example of light and love, to be a voice which says ‘Stop’, face your pain, your fears and free yourself from the past.
Take responsibility for the choices you have made and the life you have created. Stop pointing the finger, blaming another, blaming a culture, blaming a country and blaming events that happened decades, sometimes centuries ago. It needs to start with each and every one of us. We each need to stop and look within ourselves. It’s not easy, its not always pretty. But is there another choice?
Loving You Jody x
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